Wednesday, June 3, 2009

[One moment in time]

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ
In the name of Allah the Most Gracious and Merciful

Our iman is just like a sinusoidal graph. Always be up and down. Sometimes I want to cry on the sajadah and hug Al-Quran for a long period but sometimes I’m too busy with assignments (I guess..) or get busy with internet or spend my leisure times on d lovely bed? Oh,Allah. I miss that moment. When I feel so hurt and no one seems to care or understand me. The only way that makes me feel better is crying when sujud in solah and praying to You. Tell You all the things in my heart even You already know everything in or out. It really helps me to let go all the unnecessary feelings that be the burden inside. I miss that moment very much when I feel the sense of belonging when I’m enter Your house. No one afford to buy the serenity and calmness even with millions or trillions of money. Money can’t just easily buy everything right? I feel like being surrounded by all the positive charges.. so it will balance with negative charges in me. I can’t even put it into words how much I miss that moment now..

Current emotion- I miss Masjid Muadzam Shah.. :’(

Note: For my all frens who always be there besides me…
*I’m sorry..truly sorry..

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.:DeXmA:. said...

ieyna,nape miss masjid muadzam shah??
if u need sum1 to share with,i can be the one..
insya Allah i'll try my best to help u..
cheer n smile =)

[MawarBerduri:Kupu-kupuMisteri] said...

salam muhasabah,

~dun worry my dear..i'm ok..
~cuma rindu saat itu..