[ I Need 2 b There ]

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ
In the name of Allah the Most Gracious and Merciful

I found a place.

So safe.

Not a single tear.

The first time in my life.

and now it's so clear.

Feel calm I belong.

I'm so happy here.

It's so strong.

and I let myself

Be sincere.

Note: I really miss that place.Somewhere that i feel so calm.

[ I'm Sorry ]

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ
In the name of Allah the Most Gracious and Merciful

I'm sorry,

For everything,

I just couldn't do,

And I've hurt myself by hurting you..

Some days I feel broke inside,

But I won't admit,

Sometimes I just wanna hide,

'cause i don't want to see you sad..

I know that you love me so much,

And I hope you know,

That I love you too,

Yes, I really do..

You are my sunshine,

My only sunshine,

You make me happy,

When skies are grey,

You'll never know dear,

How much I love you,

Please don't take my sunshine away!

Note for you my dear (N.A.K,N.A.N,N.M.Z,N.I.I,N.D.M.A,N.A.R,H.M.T): I'm sorry..

[ Colours of My Life ]

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ
In the name of Allah the Most Gracious and Merciful

“There are so many colours in the rainbow
So many colors in the morning sun
So many colors in the flower and I see everyone”

(Flowers Are Red by Yusuf Islam)

Note: Alhamdulillah for those precious things that I received from Allah from the day I started open my eyes and until now.


From the deepest part in my heart: I’m sorry everyone..

[ Go out and face the Sun!! ]

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ

In the name of Allah the Most Gracious and Merciful

"When you face the Sun, the shadows always fall behind you"

What you look at and what you face will grow in your life. What you ignore will fall behind you. But if you turn and look only at the shadows, then they become your life.

‘I didn’t want to focus on the shadows when the was so much light from the Sun’

Note: Helen Adams Keller (June 27, 1880 – June 1, 1968) was an American author, political activist and lecturer. She was the first deaf and blind person to earn a Bachelor of Arts degree.